I'm NOT DEAD...just slowly crawling along

I'm not dead...just slowly crawling along this road we call life. I've been very stressed and busy lately. Sometimes I feel like I take on more than I can handle, but when I step back to evaluate all that I've accomplished so far in life, I realize that it's really not that much. So I wonder, is it just me? Do I have a problem with multitasking and trying to juggle so many different things at once? Why is it that so many other people can succeed when they are involved in so many more things than me? In my case, I have schoolwork, combined with extracurriculars, combined with relationship issues. I don't even have a job yet. What will I do when I enter the "real world"? I think ever since I was young, I've always had problems with concentrating for prolonged periods of time. That's just how my brain works. If I took half the time doing the useless things that I love to do, like researching new cosmetic lines and planning what to buy from online retailers, and used to study/work on assignments, I would be SO much more productive. I am extremely distracted and worn out lately. I feel jaded. I think am tired of constant stress and the work piling upon work. The sad part is that even I admit that I am not taking a particularly heavy course load this semester. I think I have might a problem. Maybe the first step to dealing with it is to admit it.